~* 23^rd DeC: LoNg TimE nO sEe.. *~

iTs been a LONG time since my last entry.. sometimes too busy, sometimes sit down but jus no mood to blog.. tis few weeks jus so unlucky..

2 weeks ago, fever and throat infection, lost my voice..

1 week ago, slipped down a flight of stairs, hit my spine and butt..

Last fri suddenly high fever, mc 2 days..

Today wake up to feel both my culf muscles so tightly pulled tt I almost cant walk..

And worse, when I hardly can walk now, my lorry is in garage until tmr.. sianz..

Of cus, many small small little tinks have been happening.. all tis little little tinks is driving me nuts.. feeling more irritated and frustrated each day as the unlucky tinks build up.. DAMN..

Work is slow now, REALLY SLOW compared to dec last yr.. due to the crisis, we r greatly affected.. looks like can prepare for the worst to come next yr..

Sian sian sian.. sian mood is back again..

shAo13

1.31pM..

~* 29 SeP: SiNgaPoRe F1 RaCe.. *~

YES! finally im proud of Singapore for once.. we really put on a very nice show,

which is the Singapore GrandPrix, the world’s first nite F1 nite race..

Watching the tv, I cant help but to say, its really a nice scenary the lights had made in spore..

the circuit, thou with lots of bends, looks nite when its captured from the camera on the helicopters..

indeed, lots of planning and effort were put tgt, to make the significant first nite race happen..

Went into the circuit earlier last tue due to setup.. roads were closed, went in with a “all zones” vehicle pass..

upon entering, I really felt happy.. the whole road, no cars.. on both sides were concrete slabs with metal rigs..

I duno how to describe the feeling but it was really nice and special feel..

Escorted by TP, I cant take any fotos.. damn.. but its ok la.. I drovw 2/3 of the whole circuit..

SHIOK LA!!

But sometink not so nice is, the circuit is not drawn out yet, all I see was all black roads,

without the red/white strips, and the green patches as they were drawn on later..

F1 was new to me, and I tink to many Singaporeans as well..

I didn’t noe anytink on the players until the practice races..

ppl like massa, Hamilton, and afew others were hot favorites, but I myself felt tt Alonso is not bad..

my lorry is armed with Team Renault flags as well..

All eyes were on massa, but I set my eyes on Alonso..

his practice drives were like so fast, making every turn and bend smoothly

as if he’s drove on tis circuit for yrs..

but too bad he’s placed 15^th in the line up due to his car break down..

but AMAZINGLY, from number 15^th, he shoot up to champion!

Of cus, he never disappoint me and I was really happy..

my faith were rewarded, of cus, I made some money out of him.. hee..

if u guys see me on the road, im the lorry with 2 Team Renault flags behind..

tis 2 limited flags were given by somebody, who shall not b named,

when I went into F! for setup..

Hmm.. I regret abt not buying the tickets to watch F1 live,

but next year, I will!! And I’ll bring my parents along!!

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shAo13

8.35pM..

~* 4^th SepT: LiFe iS GeTtinG busier.. *~

Im back.. some ppl have been asking me, “u never blog le ah?”

well.. thanks for reading and ur concern.. but jus too busy la.. its kinda funny,

when im outside, have lots of tinks I wana blog abt.. but when im back at the office, siting infront of the computer, I cant recall anytink..

Recently, memory hasn’t been good..

my “hard-disk” is overloaded with work,

all the stupid planning, explanations,

measurements n lotsa tinks..

last 3 weeks was really rush,

almost every weekend slpt less den 7hours..

I fell ill last week, til now haven recover.. sigh…

Previous weeks jobs were like the active agein carnival,

and the recent SMRT challenge..

both jobs were really a “challenge”

cus all the art work came in the v last min..

say like sat is setup, artwork came on Friday noon..

and we have to fabricate the custom props and

stage backdrop thru the nite, rest 2 hours den rush setup..

due to lack of time for fabrication and

some wrong measurements given,

we have to do on-site changes.. but we stil made it..

Wana thank my team, Alvin, qishen, san n ming,

for enduring thru the xiong weeks with me..

and of cus the part timers and the 2 bosses who’s

always there to assist me whenever I need them..

thanks thanks..

I feel like im having a disorganized lifestyle now..

when there’s job, I work no day, no nite limit..

when there’s no job, like tis week, I laze ard, having nutink to do..

n kinda funny.. when u r busy, phone keep ringing..

when u r free, u ring ppl, ppl not free to entertain u.. weird world..

One of my bro in BMT finally fulfilled his dream..

he released his first album and its hitting the market like siao now..

noe who im referring to? Its D-DAY!! Lol..

since army days, we’ve been hearing him singing in the toilet,

in the bunk, during route march, he’s really have a great voice..

now we r happy for him as he finally fulfilled his dream..

During the last BMT gathering,

derrick seems so much happier,

unlike the past when he’s so unsure abt his dream..

which of cus makes him a happier person now..

hmm.. jiayou to him wor..

readers, if u can, do support tis local artist,

 his talent for singing, ive witnessed it and it good!!

Trust me!

Met a gal recently, and I duno wad the hell

has got into me, when I see her, I get dumbfounded..

I duno wad to say, wad to do..

looks like ive really lost confidence in r/s,

as well as in myself..

Now tis xanga, I duno how to upload fotos..

so guys, all fotos will b in Friendster..

take a peep when u r free la..

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To b updated.. (I hope asap..)

shAo13

1.35pM..

~* 21 JuL: RoManCe iS... *~

been to joanna wedding last nite.. see her wearing bridal suit, its like "hey.. is tis for real? joanna's getting married.." seeing the video clips and them, its like so blissful.. i noe i sound abit girlish, but i really felt tt.. u noe, to find true love, settle down and get married is jus so beautiful..

how i wish i can have tt happiness too.. im already planing for my magical wedding even thou ive no gf.. ha..

and daniel, his gf came to attend the wedding from KL.. see the smile tt doesnt get swept off on his face, its been yrs since i seen him so happy, so blissful, as in the aspect of love la.. jia you wor daniel.. next wedding i'll wana attend urs brother.. haha..

at the same nite, 2 couples fell apart.. chinese saying is so true.. :you ren huan xi, you ren chou".. well.. nais..

happy 1 yr anniversary claudia.. hope u r really getting ur happines in live with him now.. wishing u happiness..

~* 12 JuL: waDs wRoNg?!! ~*

its the same pub we used to frequent.. the same atmosphere and furniture.. the same working crew but without u.. ive overcome u, but jus cant b help but to tink back at our beautiful, sweet memories.. i noe.. i told myself, not to bother u, and ur frenz, like u've requested.. i told myself ur life is beautiful now, and i shant add on to anytink, not even care and concern.. like u say, "i shud b out of ur life.."

r/s, to me now, is sometink tt i hope to get, but dun even dare to tink abt it.. mayb u can say i got no confidence in it, no confidence in myself.. happiness is bond to b there, but wad can b done to the pain and sorrow thereafter? in other words, y go and find hurt and sorrow..

yes, i seriously feel lonely almost all my free time.. frenz with partners, some working, and of cus, some who i dun even wana meet.. those r materialistic ppl la..

common in spore, nice pretty ladies mostly r attached with not so handsome guys.. those who drive big luxury cars and sports car always have a nice pretty lady beside.. china gals r always hanging with spore men, who r much more older den them.. all this makes me wonder, are we toking abt LOVE, or are we toking abt MONEY nowadays..

i took almost a mth to figure out my doubt.. yes, i dun deny true love stil does exists, but toking abt the r/s between LOVE and MONEY, i tink money is one of the factor tt sparks love.. love can b nurished and nutured in time.. but to spark it off, guys impress gals with presents, cars, paying by credit cards, etc..

pardon me if im wrong, but tts wad i tink.. long time never emo le, so let the feelings out, hopefully to feel better..